Alive? Dead? Or barely breathing?

July 12, 2011 at 10:50 pm (favorite authors, life)

Sigh, so I feel like I find myself between a rock and a hard place.  I am just not really sure if I am living.  I have a secure job, two cars (north shore cars, ha!), a surf board, people that love me, a bike, a cat, a house, yet I don’t think I am really happy.  I miss living out of suitcases.  I miss the weirdness of Thai life.  I think the trip to Thailand was the best thing I have ever done for myself.  I am trying to stay light hearted, but I can’t decipher if I am being positive or being naive.

There is something inside of me, begging to come out.  A light that is being hidden…

One of these days, I need to listen to my inner self…

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